greendayspongebob

If I wake from my grave and tell you how I feel will you scream in silence or smile so sweet If I walk up to you with dried blood all over my skin missing an eye and a few fingers and maggots crawling through my hair will you run away or will you stay If i hug you and my arm falls off will you be long gone or will you help me glue it back on If I look at you and you look back will you see a monster or will you see me

Take a knife to my neck No thats too much pain Too much gore For me to endure I bet you would like that see me fall asleep and never wake up even when the sun comes up Shove pills down my throat yes just a little bit more till my heart stops beating and my face is being covered with dirt I bet you would like that See me fall asleep and never wake up even when the sun comes up Throw me in water and dunk me under Till water fills my lungs and I can't breathe Watch my dead body float before your eyes

The scene is playing through my head My body on the bathroom floor My blood all over the walls People screaming And wondering why it hadn't happened sooner I'm finally ready I get up and say Hey teacher can I have a pass for the bathroom it's an emergency I'm ready to blow my brains out I'm ready to take my last breath I'm ready in 1,2,3

The tornado of me is spinning round and round waiting for its next victim It's getting impatient It wants to thrash, crash and bash you in I'm not sure what you did But the tornado of me is after you And it never gives up on a victim Go in the basement and hide But it will wreck your home and it will find you there is no escaping fro the tornado of me

Death is screaming my name Louder and Louder Closer and Closer Making my eardrums bleed My feet are frozen to the florr glued to the ground refusing to react I scream in silence Fear flows through my mind Faster and Faster I pinch myself And say thank goodness it's only a dream But open my eyes to realize I am in death's stomach

She is like a flower in a cornfield She doesn't fit in And she never will She's the diamond in the rough But she feels Like a clown in a room filled with movie stars They tell her things to bring her down To make her feel so small So weak and uncapable And she believes what they say

I am a zombie Brainwashed and drowsy What happened to me All I remember is Cold moist dirt being piled on my face screaming for help But being ignored by silence I have no motive or no plan How did I get here What went wrong I lost control of my mind I have forgotten all I once held so close to me Starving and Sleepless Knowing I should do something But not knowing what